Vivo City here i come!!!!

Yeah!!! Me And My little sis~ We just reached Vivo City!! So crowded!!
trying to act cute, keke, nice rose!

Me sniffing the sweet scent of the flowers.. yeah right.. it's fakie!

Yummy Hag daz ice cream. Cookies n cream Flavour. No worries, planning to jog tonight already! Cheers!
It's too delicious to resist, moreover, there's a devil (Eliz) encouraging me to enjoy life to the fullest. lalala

I'm tired after the whole day! Bleh.

Interview cum ShoPpinG~

21st Nov 2006 :
We had a Job interview with Clarins over at tong Building. It was my so-called first outing with Miss energizer. More like a shopping trip instead. Due to my vanity, i actually wore a pair of pointed heels.. Regretted it..
Within 1 hours, there was one big stupid irritating blister on my left foot... torturing. :(
Went over to Watson and bought this suppoer to "Stay on all day and night gel plasters". Haha. It din even stay for 1 hour. Bad day. Lucky, Eliz was with me. With her jokes around, even bad day = good day! Yeah!
We r 2 tall Hotties!!! Ya right.. Wakakaka


My New Bag!!! I love u so much... i wanted u so much.. Muacks!!!

Boom Boom Boom!!

Nothing much happened today. It was my last day for the motorshow, 3 cheers!!! Bye bye to the fugly uniform. :) Anyway, i saw these 3 ferraris along the road beside millenium walk, extremely lovely.
5 years down the road, keke, i'm gonna have one too!

Energizer battery

Eliz = Energizer battery. Motto = Never say die!!
Haha. Just got to know her yesterday, 17 this year. Comparing myself with her, i feel like a really old auntie. Her energy is never low, never dying. After the Johnny walker event, we went over to club Momo. This girl here danced from 11 plus all the way to 2 plus- 3. Take note, it's not just simple, slow movement. I'm talking hyperactive and super cute cartoonist actions.
Her idol = Tay Ping Hui. (Her prince charming) She claimed he's her idol but yet she doesnt even know his name. Haha
With this cute little girl here, wherever and whenever u go, it's gonna be a very wonderful night out!

Johnny Walker - Black Infinity

It's a Super duper great night out yesterday at the Johnny Walker Event!! I was supposed to be the so-called Johnny Walker ambassador, WAHAHAHA. Job scope - attend to customers, help them to get their drinks, mingle with them, hmmm, something like waitress. :) First, i felt awkward as there were no crowd. However, 25 mins later, with the help of the free flow waterfall of black label and the increasing amount of guests. I'm soon in my own dream world! Lots of Hot models, hunky guys, sexy babes and a few celebs, Music was good too! No longer like a job, just be happy, be yourself and let your mood keeps you going!
But still, the best part was of course the liquer! Cheers!

An early christmas gift!

Car shows are normally so-called the events of the year, filled with beautiful race queens n models and of course, beautiful cars!! I used to work for Broquet and CS racing for the previous car shows, nice uniforms and good money. Unfortunately for this year's car show, i went over to another company which i won't be naming here. The god damn uniform SUCKS to the core!!! Haha. I mean car shows' girls were supposed to be glamourous.. but look at the pic!!!I look more like Santarina or even worse, the christmas elf.. HaHa. Just imagine this, i'm gonna be in this fugly uniform for 4 days, standing among the HUGE crowds, giving out brochures. Oh mann.. An early christmas gift for me this year!
Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock
Jingle bells swing and jingle bells ring
Snowing and blowing up bushels of fun
Now the jingle hop has begun.

Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock
Jingle bells chime in jingle bell time
Dancing and prancing in Jingle Bell Square
In the frosty air.

What a bright time, it's the right time
To rock the night away
Jingle bell time is a swell time
To go gliding in a one-horse sleigh

Giddy-up jingle horse, pick up your feet
Jingle around the clock
Mix and a-mingle in the jingling feet
That's the jingle bell,
That's the jingle bell,
That's the jingle bell rock.

My New Friend

Recently i got to know a "new friend"!! She is beautiful, friendly as well as cute. Tsk Tsk, bet you guys must be drooling by now. Haha!! Let me introduce her, she is Miss Fatty AKA a beautiful Siamese Kitty. :) I found her loitering around my boyfriend's place a couple of months back. The reason i noticed her was simple, SHE is Damn bloody FAT!!!! Wahaha! Stray cats can't be fat, her face is round, her body is round, even her tail is rounder than the usual cats around. With 2 big lovely eyes, she'll electricfied you with her beauty, in return for FOOD!! As long as you have food with you, she is gonna stick like super glue! I know the way i describe her sounds scary. Haha. However, i'm so attached to her now that my main reason to go over my bf's place was to visit her.( I'm just kidding, hubby) keke.Sometimes, animals are considered better "friends" than human!

對不起

除了你，我這一身再也不會愛別人了。
除了你，再也沒有人能讓我快樂，開心了。
好想好想你。現在只想抱著你，對你說聲對不起。

心碎了

正當我已為我找到真愛，它卻傷害了我。很久已前，我的心是死的。他進了我的世界，進了我的心。我們甜密了，也相愛了，為和如經他的心卻是冷的。有很多話，我很希望他沒對我說。一句句的話就好樣有如一把尖尖的刀刺入我的心。要找到真愛，真的那麼難嗎？如果這次再失敗，我的心真的碎了。沒救了。好多次，我很想死。可是死了又能這樣。沒有人會可憐你，同情你。女人在這世上，往往都是很感情用事。那是因為每一份愛都是努力過的愛，真誠的愛。說我們滿不講理，我們罷道，我們小氣。你已為這是我們想要的嗎？就是太在意你，太喜歡你，我們才會這樣自私的愛這你。你常常說你在努力，我卻不明理。不真惜。那是多悲傷的事啊。
只想對你說聲我真的很愛你，可是我現在明白真愛是不夠的。。。。

Death Look featuring My ducky

My own creation of "Death Look" cover, main character = Mr Chng (My Bf)

Disappointed with "Light" in Death Note movie

"Death Note" movie was such a disappointment, not that the plot was bad but more of the wrong actor selected for the character - Light Yagami. In the "Death Note" comic by Takeshi Obata and Tsugumi Ohba, Light was a guy with look that kills. The charisma in him was unstoppable, even when he was featured as the evil and cunning one in the book, i fell in love with him instantly. The love was more of an admiration for his courage, his sky high IQ level and of course, his "almost perfect" looks. To me, Light had a story of his own. Unfortunately, for what ever reason Tatsuya Fujiwara was chosen for this film was a BIG BIG mistake. Well, everyone knows that Tatsuya was famous for his good acting in "Battle Royale" but that doesn't mean he is suitable for such a big role (Light) now. The character "Light" practically died in his hands. No emotions, no body language, no x-factor and definitely no LOOKS. It was a tragedy, a perfect plot mudered by it's own actor.

Passion or Obligation?

Drawing used to be my favourite past time. NOW? Eversince i got a position in Lasalle-sia, i have been questioning myself. Is drawing and painting still my passion or is it more of an obligation now? Regardless whether you have inspiration or not, you still have to draw, you still have to paint. I love to draw "death note" animation. That was in the past. As you can from the above picture, it is incomplete. The drawing was done way before the "death note" movie came out. I did not complete it, why? I could no longer draw during my free time because there isn't any more free time now. Even if there is, i would rather sleep that few more hours then to complete this poor drawing of mine. Haha. Pathetic isn't it. I got no choice. SIngapore is a place where paper qualification comes first, regardless whether you have talent or passion. It means shit if you don't have at least a degree. So what if u can draw or paint, it all boils down to the miserable piece of cert you need to produce when going for a job interview. Therefore, here am i, giving up my freedom and time for 4 years, in return for a damn degree cert.
What do you think? Passion or obligation?

True love?

I was once a very lonely girl. True love to me is nothing but fear. Fear of being hurted, fear of being treated like a fool and fear of being lied to. I said this before, "Love is the answer, but while you're waiting for the answer, sex raises some pretty interesting questions." ~Woody Allen. Is it true? ? Before a girl gets laid, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something she said; after that, he'll fall asleep even before she start saying it. (This would be a better situation, worst case scenerio - her guy made her pregnant, throw her a few hundreds bucks if he still has some consience and leave her for another bitch.)For that i'll rather be a lonely soul. To me in the past, guys were like "animals" that could talk and they fantasize girls with big boobs, needle pin legs, perky butt n bee-like waist. This is so called the "MUST HAVE" criteria.. what a shallow world i'm living in... In the eyes of all male species.. gals should hav the look of kate moss, figure like fiona xie (thought ericia's body's hot too - critics r her bods' look out of proportion) n legs like cameron diaz. Haha. No offence guys.

Hmm.. one year ago, on the 9th Jan 2006, i met my "miracle". The whole thing still seems like it was a dream, too good to be true for me. This "miracle" never gives up on me no matter what. Till this day, we still have our quarrels and our disagreements but we are holding on strong. My "miracle" made me believe in love again. The faith in him keeps me going. He claims to be a "block" that holds back on showing affection. Guys out there, affection and attention are the key elements for us. We dont need fancy gifts, big houses nor big cars to make us smile. A simple message of " I Love/miss you" means so much more. What is true Love? "Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, love is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with truth. Love never fails. If there are prophecies, they will be brought to nothing; if knowledge, it will be brought to nothing. For we know partially and we prophesy partially, but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away. When I was a child, I used to talk as a child, reason as a child; when I became a man, I put aside childish things.
At present we see indistinctly, as in a mirror, but then face to face. At present I know partially; then I shall know fully as I am fully known. So faith, hope, love remain, these three; but the greatest of these is love......"corinthians 13:4-13..My guy is not a perfect bf.. but his imperfection makes me perfectly in love with him.
Lastly, all girls like flowers.